I really thought I was going to just die last night… As I’ve told you before going number 2 has been a struggle for me. Now even worse than before. And when you force it, you get hemorrhoids with their own zip code. Well, it’s taken a turn for the worse. Now the homie is bleeding. I took something to help me move it move it Thursday night and my body decided to let it take effect last night starting around 12:30am. FYI…Pooping with hemorrhoids is like pooping shards of glass! And now I have twins! Except one is really aggrieved and it looks like a massacre has taken place every time I 💩!
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There aren’t enough emojis to tell you how miserable I was last night. On top of feeling like I had morning sickness and a hangover at the same time, I was going to the bathroom every 30 to 45 minutes until about 3:30. My neither world hurt so bad I really just wanted to cry. I had to wake Terry up for nausea meds and had just taken 4 200 mg ibuprofen to help with the pain. Poor Terry, bless his heart, was probably wondering what was going on. I’d no more get comfortable and I was up running to the bathroom again. He got up and got my pill and let the dogs out but never came back. I guess he found a quiet place to rest. My alarm went off at 5:30 and I told him I wasn’t going to Mass. I just needed to sleep because I had to go to work.
At 7:45 my alarm went off and I got in the shower. I was out the door at 9 and change and was at work a few minutes early. Still not feeling good I realized Ive not eaten much in the last 4 days and sent Rylee a text and I asked if they could bring me something to eat after Church. They did and I ate what I could and actually starting feeling better about 10am. Because of the heat and my not feeling good, I hadn’t cleaned out any storage units that vacated in the last couple of days. Now I had 8 to check on and I wasn’t looking forward too it. Any over exertion would put me back several steps. I just didn’t want to over do it. But today I made a list of units to clean and lock and was getting ready to go out when my son in law and granddaughter walked in. When Joe (son in law) saw how many units I had to clean, he offered to do it for me. I don’t think I resisted real bad, but I did tell him no at least once. The good thing was Terry had put an extension cord on a reel and a leaf blower in my van for me to use instead of sweeping. So even though there were a lot to do, it wasn’t as bad as it could have been. Joe, I can’t thank you enough! You are a life saver!!! PINEAPPLE! The day was pretty slow and I made a few phone calls and laid my head down on my crochet bag at lunch time. Set the alarm for 30 minutes and closed my eyes. 👀 HEY I think I’m feeling better! I did a little bit of cleaning, talked with an old friend and waited for 5pm.
When I got home, the house was stuffy! Terry had called me earlier to tell me AC was out again. Oh joy! Just what I needed to hear. Why when it’s just going to get hot again? We decided to go to Wendy’s for dinner. I was feeling hungry and ordered a burger and fries and I got a ginger ale. I ate a few fries and half the burger and drank a lot of the drink. All I wanted was the $.50 Frosty. Now that went down great! But the more I sat there the worse I was feeling. I took one of each of the nausea pills and home we went and here I am. I hope Terry finds someone to look at the AC tomorrow. I’m going to have a hard time leaving my puppies home in the heat! Maybe I should take them to work with me. We’ll see.
My blessing for today was my son in law Joe stopping by and offering to help me. It’s hard to believe I’m still feeling this bad this far out! Joe you saved my life today!
Also talking to my friend Teresa after not seeing or talking to her in months! You are a blessing to me!
Be blessed,
Diana
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